accounts from auj's progression through life
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Leave them in the dust.
Having a hot bath in a dusty bathroom. White dust on the floor, counter, every surface. Hot water creeps up. nobody's touched me where this bath has in four months. When I curled up with last weeks crush I felt his hard-on when I pushed my butt into his lap in a moment of relaxation. We woke up the next day just friends again as I began to break his heart and made the final snap last night after The Wild Things. I didn't want to hurt him, but it wasn't right not to, knowing him better now.
Each morning I wake up to a construction sight in my kitchen and living room. And men everywhere, working. I say hi, they say they can't believe I slept through the first three and a half hours of hammering, sawing and man-banter. I dust my bald head off and walk out the door, leaving them to their work with an I've known you all forever "see ya".
Where the Wild Things are really sank in deeply. I feel it's heart-warming moments in life amidst the chaos and destruction. There's so much love. And just to smile is a wonderful feeling.
11:37 p.m. - 2009-11-05
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Leave them in the dust. - 2009-11-05 |