accounts from auj's progression through life

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My giant, swollen breasts

my boobs feel like they grew six sizes over night, Like someone shoved giant grapefruits inside my chest under my already formed breasts. I squeeze them and they ache. It feels like massaging pained muscles the day after a vigorous work out. The acid juices stir inside my cups and squirt toxins of pain into my chest behind my swollen breasts adn deep within my flesh. Jeez, these hurt. Even my skin, even my nipples are over-sensitive. Like the entire surface area of my breasts were prodded for a night with a needle teasing every pore and leaving them way too sensitive. Like raw skin. Like raw skin stretched way too far over giant, acid grapefruits. So tight and so pained. It makes me want to breast feed my unborn baby; my unconcieved baby.

I push them together often from their tender sides. Ouch. And mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......

The pain feels so much like pleasure.

12:38 a.m. - 2008-06-27

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