accounts from auj's progression through life

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Still body on side of street lying on his stomache, sprawled, face squished

Walked past a body today. Lying on the street. ODed, looked like he could've been dead. Cops, ambulance. Standing around, talking. Didn't effect my stance, didn't effect my stride, didn't effect me. Didn't effect the body.

No smile, no furrow, no expression.

Once in a while a quick interlude into tears that never lead to anything. Not sure where they're going.

On the bus I passed places reminding me of 3 past lovers:

Biggest cock ever. No idea how to use it. Called him again on his birthday and was disappointed again.

Walks with Mister Christopher.

Back of the moped with Nathan.

I can't have everything I want. Roy.

What to say.

11:57 p.m. - 2008-09-07

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