auj's Diaryland Diary

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2009-11-27 - body liguists
2009-11-26 - and it grows and grows
2009-11-24 - The rule book just flew out the window.
2009-11-24 - shhhhhh
2009-11-22 - piece by piece.
2009-11-19 - Sweet things.
2009-11-12 - Epic dream about food
2009-11-09 - 1/8th and Portugal
2009-11-05 - Leave them in the dust.
2009-10-30 - Two days later
2009-10-30 - just a reminder to..
2009-10-28 - All the things my baby learns.
2009-10-23 - to blush is to turn red.
2009-10-20 - Is it just hair?
2009-10-16 - \"If I so much as see your head pop up inside the delivery room...
2009-10-13 - entry written on Oct. 12/2010:
2009-10-09 - If you throw shit at the fan... shit hits the fan, idiot.
2009-10-06 - My baby's first tree
2009-10-03 - more balablabaklabalbla
2009-09-08 - What is a godmother?
2009-09-07 - MunDay
2009-09-06 - Double over head.
2009-09-02 - ultra Sound
2009-08-31 - A fragile life
2009-08-11 - choices
2009-08-07 - Unsent letter to Caffre
2009-08-06 - Remembering I've got a Blessed Life
2009-08-02 - the end
2009-08-02 - A messy break up
2009-08-02 - motion sickness
2009-08-01 - I love da man
2009-07-28 - FB status that could never be.
2009-07-28 - I am not God
2009-07-27 - Frida Khalo's toes
2009-07-27 - My sister's wedding
2009-07-21 - home sweet home
2009-07-15 - Sweet Salty Energy.
2009-07-06 - And what of my happiness?
2009-07-06 - scab
2009-07-03 - fantoms, witches and spells
2009-07-02 - I've done enough digging.
2009-07-02 - Letting go of this information nah
2009-07-02 - from an entry about Tobago
2009-07-01 - blanket
2009-07-01 - The other woman.
2009-07-01 - My subconscious betrays me.
2009-06-29 - I desire memories.
2009-06-29 - Here I am.
2009-06-28 - The public and the secret life of Caffre
2009-06-26 - Sleeping with the enemy
2009-06-21 - list
2009-06-20 - Coming home
2009-06-18 - Tamarind balls
2009-06-08 - Trust.
2009-06-08 - Time will tell.
2009-06-07 - sun will come out tomorrow.
2009-06-03 - I lead a lush life.
2009-05-21 - extension today
2009-05-19 - Fuck hot showers
2009-05-13 - Just a few things to remember of a wealth of information
2009-05-09 - Just another day, just another Sea.
2009-05-03 - ah cyah wait nah dey jed!
2009-04-26 - my parents
2009-04-26 - Free Falling as a result of a Leap
2009-04-20 - Someone else's dream
2009-04-20 - Dear Paige, Heads or Tails?
2009-04-19 - Just a couple reminders
2009-04-15 - What's in your cards.
2009-04-14 - Take a Leap..
2009-04-13 - Difficult things to think and feel
2009-04-12 - Another love note to Trinidad
2009-04-12 - Another love note to Trinidad
2009-04-05 - A brief manifesto
2009-04-05 - Love Letter
2009-04-03 - water world
2009-04-02 - Another day goes by and...
2009-04-01 - rhyme
2009-03-25 - Day after day.
2009-03-24 - What another waste of time.
2009-03-23 - The first real hurt is just being so far away.
2009-03-18 - Absinthe induced dreams.
2009-03-17 - Things you can hear
2009-03-08 - ..take a leap...
2009-03-06 - Love notes.
2009-03-06 - glimpses of amorrr
2009-03-05 - it's only a short trip to the moon from here.
2009-03-05 - after midnight
2009-03-04 - email
2009-03-01 - Lyrics on random
2009-02-26 - Heads or tails. Never balanced.
2009-02-18 - A phonecall's worth a thousand keystrokes
2009-02-18 - A phonecall's worth a thousand keystrokes
2009-02-17 - don't react
2009-02-15 - well...
2009-02-10 - Honeymoon stage
2009-02-08 - emails, mp3s and Macs.
2009-02-04 - O Trini OO
2009-02-01 - Bless up
2009-01-31 - This morning the sun rose and I was still sleeping
2009-01-30 - busy, maxed and hope-y
2009-01-27 - Frida, James Dean, Romeo and a kiss
2009-01-25 - Things that come out of the blue.
2009-01-16 - An old friend becomes a little more
2009-01-16 - Statements and Affirmations
2009-01-06 - huh
2008-12-20 - half a block
2008-12-13 - Reflections
2008-11-27 - Not a conclusion, but a something...uh
2008-11-15 - still working
2008-10-15 - funky head bath
2008-09-27 - Thanks a ton
2008-09-24 - Rasta man and me in the park
2008-09-22 - I am back not with Roy
2008-09-18 - That shitty thing I did. That thing I have for Roy.
2008-09-09 - Your confidence was peaking
2008-09-07 - Still body on side of street lying on his stomache, sprawled, face squished
2008-08-31 - Why am I in shock?
2008-08-31 - Why am I in shock?
2008-08-21 - Food's for eating
2008-08-20 - How I got to the emergency room
2008-08-06 - EMERGENCY!@!!!!
2008-08-05 - Come back Audrey
2008-07-13 - The day between
2008-07-09 - 24 hours and a temptation from the Devil
2008-07-02 - Sunday with Bhudda
2008-06-27 - My giant, swollen breasts
2008-06-27 - 2 gentle men
2008-06-24 - positive vibrations
2008-06-24 - Two thoughts.
2008-06-23 - _____________________
2008-06-21 - I'm angry, I must have anger management issues...ha!
2008-06-20 - maybe this'll cut it...
2008-06-20 - I can't write an artists statement!
2008-06-18 - princess is back in the game.
2008-06-13 - note for grouse, tiny entry for me
2008-06-09 - blood from a facial orifice
2008-06-07 - cliches and variations
2008-06-07 - another brief excerpt pre-work.
2008-06-05 - summary of excercises so far..
2008-06-05 - three questions. more excercise
2008-06-05 - small interlude before getting to work.
2008-06-02 - Why do you create art and what does it mean to you? Excercise
2008-06-02 - 15 things to inspire me. Excersize
2008-06-02 - mom's dream
2008-05-20 - in the garden of eden
2008-05-19 - what do i do now?
2008-05-16 - getting started ona god-damned artists statement
2008-05-12 - three days later
2008-05-09 - I got kissed tonight...
2008-05-08 - three reasons to write
2008-05-07 - The Studio KO's Humans with Dicks
2008-05-03 - howl
2008-05-01 - Carnal Desires
2008-04-30 - Silver Screen Audrey
2008-04-27 - Audrey's Caught Off Guard.
2008-04-26 - First thoughts in the morning
2008-04-24 - Palomas Negras
2008-04-23 - el veinti-tres de abril
2008-04-21 - magnolias
2008-04-20 - after the analysation
2008-04-20 - murky water, can't see the path, apprehension and persecution
2008-04-20 - rotten pit
2008-04-18 - Sailor by evening.
2008-04-18 - mY REALITY MUST BE BRIGHTER THAN MY MESS.
2008-04-17 - canvi
2008-04-17 - My cousin went INTO THE WILD.
2008-04-17 - respiration date: april 10/ 2008
2008-04-13 - money can buy me forgetfulness...to a point
2008-04-12 - Post Script to the recent past
2008-04-12 - My Gramma's my Facebook Friend
2008-04-02 - A wonderful evening with a wonderful person
2008-04-02 - A wonderful evening with a wonderful person
2008-03-31 - Confusion expose
2008-03-30 - rejection=empowerment
2008-03-29 - Organizing not my studio.
2008-03-28 - Digestion and Precipitation
2008-03-26 - genie in my lamp
2008-03-25 - blip
2008-03-24 - green
2008-03-21 - (
2008-03-19 - Painkillers
2008-03-16 - Avoiding the real topic
2008-03-14 - no description, just a passing thought after a quick development
2008-03-13 - Life and Death on The Farm Continued: The One-Legged Rooster
2008-03-13 - Environment
2008-03-06 - Macanudo Maduro
2008-02-28 - Meat chickens
2008-02-28 - Hobby Farm Animals
2008-02-23 - dreams of a tilting world of a house. popping head and numb face.
2008-02-16 - Diaryland....Passe?
2008-02-13 - post grocery list:
2008-02-01 - I had a bad dream. Reality wasn't much better. Dads suck.
2008-01-20 - driving and pool dream
2008-01-20 - the sun came out
2008-01-08 - This morning and right now.
2008-01-06 - Body; Mind heals during long nap
2008-01-04 - \"bath brings back memories\"
2008-01-03 - Sweet, raging James
2007-12-26 - James always had a startling temper.
2007-12-24 - blue eyes, brown eyes, bloody mass and white light.
2007-11-25 - numerology continued
2007-11-25 - The illusion of time.
2007-08-21 - Update...sort of
2006-11-24 - A Big Baby
2006-11-21 - The daemon and my angel
2006-10-28 - Preparing for the fight
2006-10-03 - love, love.loveloveloepsloepsleep. ah, shut up.
2006-10-03 - an entry about Love
2006-09-18 - morning
2006-08-30 - generic entry
2006-08-28 - note
2006-08-28 - note
2006-08-26 - A dramatic situation
2006-08-12 - brief update. bldaj
2006-06-09 - Hard Not to Smell the...
2006-05-08 - Miguel
2006-04-24 - Miguel meets the family
2006-04-02 - I dreamt next to caramel skin
2006-04-02 - oh.
2006-03-16 - .....
2006-03-12 - Now is March 12
2006-03-11 - Decision: Day 3
2006-03-10 - Ms..
2006-03-09 - Alot can change in a week
2006-03-07 - Struggling again with happiness
2006-03-06 - Some thoughts on drinking
2006-03-05 - Complaints I wont talk about today
2006-03-03 - My first concussion
2006-02-27 - dove hunting
2006-02-21 - The black doesn't come off anyway--a dream
2006-02-17 - Always the strangest timing
2006-02-14 - Ocean
2006-02-09 - sound sleep
2006-02-04 - Fortifying myself
2006-01-27 - I feel like the walking dead
2006-01-21 - battling things
2006-01-04 - to be continued...
2006-02-02 - An email
2005-12-16 - The real Mr. Xtopher
2005-12-13 - .
2005-12-08 - This Morning
2005-11-27 - A small, significant change.
2005-11-24 - Home'
2005-11-22 - About this random stranger who entered my life just when I needed him.
2005-11-20 - a dream and a morning in someones presence
2005-11-19 - It's been a bumpy road
2005-10-30 - exposed
2005-10-28 - A Day in the Life of a Junglist
2005-10-17 - sdfsdf
2005-10-05 - A clump of memory
2005-09-27 - An entry from my spinning head...
2005-09-27 - An entry from my spinning head...
2005-08-04 - A sweet morning
2005-08-04 - moving on
2005-07-17 - Comfortable Stranger, Uncomfortable Goodbye
2005-06-30 - the power of tears
2005-06-18 - bonding time
2005-05-26 - how I feel
2005-05-25 - Free stuff'll cost you. Take it anyway...
2005-05-24 - .
2005-05-18 - Investing in a dream
2005-05-17 - Brief
2005-05-14 - a peach
2005-05-14 - moving...jaw
2005-05-09 - bright future
2005-05-06 - Breezy Beach
2005-05-04 - beginning, middle, end
2005-05-02 - think/emote
2005-05-01 - in good company
2005-04-30 - Four Days as \"The Spa Girl\"
2005-04-24 - Sunday Afternoon
2005-04-24 - July 7
2005-04-22 - edible sky
2005-04-21 - Horrible, Valuable Day
2005-04-10 - flan (creme caramel)
2005-04-03 - I had no idea
2005-04-03 - -
2005-03-21 - A response from my gramma
2005-03-15 - Take note...
2005-03-09 - \"the old town\"
2005-03-02 - Long Live Happiness...and tree planting.
2005-02-14 - My Mommy on St. Valentine's Day
2005-01-18 - moms letter to grandma
2004-12-17 - from: yo quise a una chica
2004-12-15 - Ladybugs
2004-12-11 - Tiffanys words
2004-11-29 - Entertaining for those I love...I dream
2004-11-26 - An honest entry...too honest?
2004-11-26 - Young Crimes
2004-11-05 - smoke gets in your eyes
2004-10-31 - auj cocktail? 1 part..what?
2004-10-22 - Some people in my life at home...wherever that is.